Dear Dad.

Dear dad,

I wish sending you a letter would make you understand. I wish it could fix things. I wish people could change, and then you could change too.

Sometimes it makes me angry to know I'm broken the same way you are because it scares me that I also won't be able to accept love from the people that sacrifice so much for me. I wish we were more important to you than convincing people you are things you really aren't. and I wish you could get it through your head that we are here and are never leaving. We will not leave you no matter how much you push. We don't care if you did something with your life or not, we don't care about you trying to impress us... All we care about is you. Helping you through your health issues, helping you understand that we are a team. Everything we do is so that we can all be better. You don't need to prove something to us, we know everything. We know all your talents and we know that there are things you are good at. Even if you don't know this about yourself.

 Dad, I wish you could be honest. honest with yourself, honest with us, honest with everyone around you! nobody gives a shit about anyone but themselves. why do you think they would care about you? why do you think that so much that you are willing to throw us under a bus.
I wish I could send you a letter that made you realize all of this. but I can't...


Love always
-Anna-Maria